Thursday, October 27, 2011

This is Me Being Mean

Hi.  This is me being mean and childish.  Just thought I'd let you guys know that I know that, however, sometimes I'm just tired of the lonely high road and I feel like being vindictive.  I'm a Scorpio; I've been told one is supposed to expect this kind of shit from us on occasion.

I am so glad that social media wasn't yet integrated into everyday life when I was in middle and high school years; I did not always used to be so reserved and forward-minded and probably would have taken several opportunities to work against myself and my enemies with the help of my ever-sharp, snaked tongue.  Now in my thirties, I'm supposed to have the perseverance of well, someone in their thirties.  But, that only works when other people treat me with the same matured respect that I am supposed to extend to them.  Sometimes they don't.  Most of the time I can ignore it, bitch about it to my friends, and move on.  Judging by every single sitcom and movie I've ever seen, I can safely say I am doing what every other woman my age does to deal with hardships.  And my ex-male counterpart is doing, I'm sure, what every other male his age is doing to deal with hardships; nothing at all.  Definitely not picking up all his things with which he burdened me by keeping at my house that now live in a box under the stairs.  And, blocking me on social media sites so that he doesn't have to deal with seeing me smiling in happiness that he didn't cause, or upset in bouts of frustration that he did is certainly a mature way to keep all of the wonderful friends I introduced into his life without having the pesky burden of seeing me interact with them.  Oh, ex-male counterpart: If only you had spent less time worrying about being replaced and more time trying to make yourself irreplaceable.  I don't think you were ever the man I thought you were at all.